last week seriously pass super fast

i was super dam busy, gg out after sch everyday
earliest i got home last week was 11.30pm
hahas, bo bian i got too much of a social life =P
but i shall not let it affect my studies
HELL NO MAN!

ysd juz went to pulau ubin for DPD/MICE project, with my groupies! - james, eddie, nicole, serena and me
we rented bikes to rekey (dunno how to spell) Pulau Ubin and we cycled like siao.
i almost CMI on the stupid slope la.
usually have no prob 1 de, think i bo stamina le
must exercise more!!
hahas
but it was great fun la and i hope that i've gotten tanner!
heh

took many many photos
courtesy of james's camera. ^^

root beer gang! lols

our silhouette hehz =D

the girls - Nicole, Serena and me =D

and the boys, oops i mean guys =p
Eddie and James

group photo!

my favourite photo of all ^^

its 2++ am now
but my ass is still stuck on the chair
and not moving.
my brain just refuses to do those awaiting projects
and my to-do list is so screwed la,
din even follow ._.
dang! i know i'm procrastinating!
ok lar, i admit i'm fking lazy as well
AHHH
oh wells...
mellisa will be slping @ 3++ am tonight AGAIN
chionging projects and tests.

oh the life of a procrastinator.

hehe
i was really happy about ysd's photoshoot.
just wanna THANK GOD for everything,
from my hair to the actual photoshoot.
everything was going really smoothly, without any hiccups.
YAY and i din make my parents angry! YES ARHHH!
haha
was praying desperately when the salon auntie was doing my hair.
cos i was kinda skeptical about the freaking cheap styling cost
how to trust my hair to an auntie for 13 bucks??
but heng ar, auntie was a sweetie
and my hair turned out very nicely
thank you Lord and auntie for ysd! =D

den after photoshoot
when to service
pastor Kong was preaching about prayer part III
really makes sense (like duh! he's pastor Kong for God's sake)
haha
but to be honest, i had like 8 lessons on prayer for the past 3 weeks
including bs, cg and service.
and i think its time to change to a different topic for nxt week =X

but the thing that impacted me the most for ysd

was really the fellowship after that
alison and WH were debating over the reason y CHC keeps emphasising on the tangible spirtual presence of God and other stuff..
must really say alison really question many of my beliefs as a Christian.
e.g. like wad's really my true reason for being a christian, for coming to church etc.
but i guess i'm easily swayed by people's opinions
and the fact that i'm not as deeply rooted in the church, as compared to the rest of my members.

honestly i also dont agree with some of the teachings as well
mostly on the financial aspect of the church (i shall not go into e details)
later the wrong ppl see, i kenna sia
lols

but i will really miss alison when she goes to China for 4yrs
will really miss her presence..

so used to seeing her in church le
T_T
she really made me open my eyes to see the bigger picture
i'm thankful ^^

(so alison if u're seeing this, i expect u be touched that i mention u in my blog with a total of 6 sentences! ok u know i'm kidding haha ^^)

anw margt took cab with me after fellowship
we talked about submission
i asked myself this qn: how far will i submit to my leaders and Lord?
should i submit smartly or submit blindly?
hmmmm
den margt said i got potential to be a helper
wah seriously i dont think i'm ready
not in the near future as well...
i guess i'm not at that level spirtually yet
i'm still a newbie in church la
haha
i still have a long way to go man
heh.

okie here are some pics of myself
din manage to take much cos my phone KO on me before i went out ._.

and also with my family ^^

me and chunky

me, kor and michelle

yes i know my dress very short la

backview of hair. PREETAYE! ^^

Faith

YAY
i'm finally done finish my CV and app letter! =D
off to sent it to rasa
hope it accepts me =X
hope i wont regret my choice man
alot of "what-ifs"
but wad can i do
"attachment is to learn something, its not about the money or the hours"
that's wad many ppl told me.

Haiz i shall just put my trust in God, have faith in Him that somehow He will make all things right, cos i know He will be guiding and watching over me thru this whole attachment process (:

wah super dam shag now la
but still cant slp
still need to do project =(
but i accepted this as my lifestyle le.

ok i'm off to do my SWOT for DPD le

SJC SJAB '05 Forever.

went out with my sj batch members on thur for our monthy gathering.

venue was at amk hub hahas.

went to pepper lunch to have our dinner and honestly the food there sux.

had the chicken pepper lunch and honestly the corn+chicken+rice combination was disgusting. urghhh :S

anws the accompany there over compensate the crappy dinner!

mallor, gengen, rach, eunice, ade, anne, gerry and me did alot of heavy catching-up.

and anytime spent with these wonderful dearies of mine is just great.

love them to bits man!

and as usual when the sjc sj ppl unite, we start making a hell lot of noise, laughing and playing. hahas!

den took a few photos at pepper lunch.

den later shermain and jaslyn joined us and we went to the arcade and played.

haha was really crazy sia.

screaming and laughing when playing the hit-hit game and the music game. super fun ^^

we were practically the last ppl to leave the arcade hehs.

den later we moved to mos burger to relax and chill

but ended up doing our favourite past-time: taking photos! hahas

we seriously made a big commotion there man. but nobody cared hahas.

after that, we went home le ):

but thinking about it now. although most of us are already 19, we din really change much.(character wise la.) we still behaved like what we were when we were in sec sch tgt. the bo-chapness and just have fun kinda thing. hahas.

really really miss those times in sec sch man, esp the st john days.

the comp trainings, the foot-drills, the stupid and retarded punishments we did, the laughs and the cryings, NCO and so many more.

they will almost hold a special place in my heart.

haiz ok i'm starting to get all sentimental and emotional. better stop now hahas.

but i know these ppl are the frens that will always be there for me no matter what.

and i thank God so much for allowing me to meet these wonderful and precious people in my life.

ok here are the photos taken, courtesty of BOBBY.

THX BOBBY, THX ANNE. LOVE YA (:

my dearies! love them so very much ^^

gen gen and me!

lao pa, lao ma, dear and me! heh

buddies forever! LOVES

wad is eunice doing haha ._.

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PHOTOS OF OLD TIMES

shermain and me! wearing the same top intentionally hahas!

i think this is during fun camp in 2005?

this is freaking ancient. i cant even rmb what we were doing.

pre-POP!

SJAB of 2005 FOREVER!

Me, my bed and my tissue paper

Wah lao i'm super damn sick la!

so random man. saturday, sunday still alright de lor.

wah piang eh! i hate getting sick =(

ok, i have decided that after this, i'm gg straight to bath and later go slp le.

now my mummy bathing..

Really buay tahan man!

feels like someone keeps pounding on my head with a hammer or something ._.

and my nose is like tap sia, keep dripping.

super damn irritating!

i think i have juz killed 10 trees or something, with my extensive usage of tissue paper.

haha but seriously i juz finished 1 box of tissue paper by myself in juz 4 hours ._.

ok i think i shall stop my whining and complaining le and go to bath.

and den it will just be me, my bed and my tissue paper. T_T