HELLO BLOG!
I'M BACK!
hahas

thank God for sat's service.
really really felt so super duper uber refreshed after it! (:
Pastor Tan was preaching about being a real man.

was reminded of eddie when PT talked about the cockroach incident.
haha eddie should have been there man hahas

fellowship was GREAT too hahas
really had such a fun time laughing-out-loud with my cell members
love them many many ((:
i finally realise the perks of a more centralized cell
1)more time to bond with my OWN cell group
2)really got to know my own cell members more esp the guys lols
3)the feeling and atmosphere was so much more cozier! =)
4)fellowship wasn't limited to eating only. e.g. me, margt, kok, brendan, allison, xian ling and angeline went to explore T3 after eating hehs ^^
5)going home later den usual!
6)FUN FUN FUNNNNN~

ok i think the gg home later was mainly due to sending XL off to brunei.
dearest XL is right now in brunei having a 10 days OCS training
hahas
jiayous XL!!!

eh i juz realise his initals are the same as my chinese initals hahas
pics pics pics ^^

the gang at crowne plaza (airport hotel)

Spot the two gays.
(hint both wear specs :P )

^^

*POINT*

mememe ^^

ok last few days were hell
the next few days will still continue to be hell.

i really regret enjoying my 1st week of holidays so much that i din really touched my projects.
and now i'm left to face the consequences.

seriously during times like this, i cant believe that i'm actually coming 19 this yr.
i mean 19year olds are suppose to be adults, fully knowing their priorties and not compromising on them.
they are not suppose to be whinning and emo-ing in their blogs. unlike me.
oh screw it.

tonning overnight almost everyday is hell.
i finally understood the importance of slp and i will never ever take it for granted again.
even my empty bed is sliently mocking at me. tempting me to just leave everything for the nxt morning, and just freaking slp.
haiz.

seriously after reading my last few posts, i cant believe camp, chalet and those random outings were only 1-2weeks ago.
haiz really took my holidays for granted man.

ok i shall stop emo-ing le. it sounds super pathethic.

photos of happier times.

karen, cutie and me

the menu buddies! at least i have eddie and karen to ton tgt with.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL FATHERS IN THE WORLD
ESPECIALLY MY LAO PA
I LOVE YOU MANY MANY!
=D
went out to eat fish & co. for lunch to celebrate father's day.
had the fish'n'chips.
felt like vomitting after eating afew mouthfuls
dunno y ._.
must be the fish taste hahas
Anws lunch was simple but still as eventful.
took afew photos.

after lunch, walk around amk hub,

and i finally bought 2 blouses from g2000 for my internship at rasa sentosa!

YAY ^^

too bad nicholas cant join us =X

kinda starting to miss him now after he entered BMT 3 days ago

oh wells. i'll get used to it.

hmmm just realise this week has been full of departures.

kor leaving for NS,

n112 and n341 spliting up.

haiz. i guess i'm gonna miss my dearest n341 members many many :((

miss the conservations we shared

miss the nonsensical things they do

miss the bickering

miss the free entertainment they give me

miss going home with them

miss laughing-out-loud at/with them

miss their nice-in-a-irritating-way presence

miss their loud and warm cell group

and not forgetting WEN HUI!

but surprisely i dont feel very emtional although i'm a very emtional person.

no tears and only a weeeeee bit of sadness.

maybe its because i'm still harbouring a little hope that we still can fellowship and hang and chill out tgt as always.

except this time we are no longer under WH.

haha, but i think i'm living in denial as always lols.

Ian would be our new leader.

i'm excited but at the same time, i dunno what to expect.

i just hoped that his voice wont have the same drowsy effect it had on me during camp or else i sure die liao. hahas

combined CGM was great, last fellowship with wen hui was great too!

hahas

dont really want to elaborate thou.

let the pictures do all the talking ;)

COMBINED CGM! =D

FELLOWSHIPPP~

yerps i'm finally back from camp.

camp was fun
had a great time bonding with my cell, esp the girls ^^
made many new frens
1st time praying for an hour = super refreshing, really felt His presence ^^
highlight for me was definitely the tele match =)
GIRL POWER!!!
shall not elaborate.

devotion was alright i guess,
was dozing pretty much thou >.<

i swear there's something wrong with me,

i dont feel tired during other camp activites, but suay suay during devotion sessions i always dozed off...

ok here's the formula:

Ian's soothing voice + nice cold air-con + music coming from guitar + a seating space + 2hrs of slp a day before the camp = SUPER DAMN TIRED

dang!

Anws i really enjoyed myself during camp,

finally able to play the role as a camper ever since my lower sec days

oh the luxury of just playing and having fun,

no need to worry about anything, about the possibility of hiccups, organsizing, planning, IC-ing, being answerable to your higher-ups etc.

DAMN SHIOK SIA! heh =D

haiz.

really miss those camper days in sec sch man

oh wells, here are the limited photos taken during NEO's camp

its a pity there's only afew

seriously there should be one more position in the job description: official N112 photographer!

haha ;)

and del, i'm waiting for the rest of the photos taken in the bus de!

my fave ^^

oh ya i almost forgotten about my uncle's wedding

wish uncle ah chye and aunt bao bao everlasting and evergrowing

love, trust, faith in each other =)

they look so sweet tgt heh.

too lazy to upload the other photos

so here's the photo with me and the grandkids ^^

YAY!
HOLIDAYS OFFICALLY STARTED FOR ME LE!
^^V
juz finished my calculus test today.
can is can do la but
it din really go as well as i expected...
can say bye bye to my A le =(
oh wells...

then after calculus test, went out to town w my groupies
me, nic, pau, clara, serena, james and eddie
had dinner at HK cafe @ cine
the food there was kinda good
but i think its partly due to my hunger!
i've been fasting for 12 hrs today! so proud of myself heh ^^
the 24hrs guys jiayous!

den after dinner, went to catch maid of honour
the show was ok lar
very predictable, but it was good entertainment while it lasted hah.

so now i'm finally home
but haven pack bag for camp yet! =X
somemore muz wake up like 6am tmr for my uncle's wedding ._.
ahhh!
better pack my bag now and catch my beauty slp
before another week of jam-packed activities
woooohooooo
=)

photos!

everyone @ HK cafe!

me, nic and pau =)

3H08!

i heart 24

i feel super dam crappy and shitty right now.
was playing with fire, and as a result, i got burnt =(
oh mans.

suddenly i wish i didn't discover the truth
maybe at least for once, living in denial is better than knowing the shitty truth
the truth just changes everything
my perspective of him and what's left of our friendship
everything is happening way too fast for my brain to comprehend.
and my solution is: run away
screw the problem and just avoid him as much as i can
no more taking MRT home. HELL NO!

I WAN BACK MY BUS 24 GANG!!
angeline, amanda, sharon, melvin, del, desiree, daphanie and margt.
i need the stability and grounded-ness of u guys
but u guys pang seh me man and indirectly got me in this shit
T_T

wah i sound so pathetic now
but regardless the case, i will be a faithful bus 24-er from now on
no more transport hopping (screw cabs, mrt and cars)
i will take 24 alone if i have to.

WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH, THE TOUGH GETS GOING.

21 Days Prayer

hmmm
its been a while since i blog,
was really busy last week,
had a total of 3 tests, 2 interviews and 1 report submission
but thank God i managed to finish each one of them :)
but at the expense of my slp!
calculated that i had only a total of 15 hours of slp from mon-fri
so as to compensate my lack of slp during the weekdays,
i slept from 2am-4pm on sat - 14hrs of slp!
woohoo ^^
but as a result i was late for church AGAIN ._.
oh wells...

i must keep reminding myself to pray at least 20mins everyday
starting from today
dang! i really need the discipline man
den fasting from 6-6 every friday.
its really gonna be a DUA big challenge for me lar!
how the hell am i going to resist food for 12 hours. oh mans.
gambatte mellisa! ^^ you can do it de!
haha
should have made a bet with allison or the other newbies
see if they can keep to their committments or not. lols.
a motivation heh.

dang dang
camp is nxt week, but i haven invite anyone yet!!!
how how? someone pls tell me how?? T_T
aiyaaa
but ultimately i think i'm scared la =X
(dont ask me why, i wont tell u cos its embarrassing that i have such stupid insecurities.)