hellooooooo nineteen.

woohoo i'm finally nineteen!
a little more wiser, slightly more mature, somewhat prettier and alot more broke! hahahs
kidding.

i learnt my lesson 019 today at nineteen years of age:
never ever expect.
the more you expect something/anything (and it doesn't have to be tangible), the more disappointed you will get.
yea i learnt it the hard way 3yrs ago on the very same day as well.
mellisa will never make the same mistake the third time. oh nonono she wont! (:

Your Birthdate: October 15

You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things. You tend to be close to family and friends. But it's hard to get into your inner circle. Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home. You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak. Your strength: Your intense optimism Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents Your power color: Jade Your power symbol: Flower Your power month: June

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

shelia sent this to me today.
holly molly!
I TELL YOU! this thing is freakingly accurate 97.999999999999%!
scaryyyyy @_@
hahas.

anyways.
thank you all hunks and babes for the birthday wishes.
just like the above says, little things like these are what matter the most to me.
u know i love you.
xoxo
;)
ok doddles.

helloooo october!

did i mention how much i hate ERP.
those bloody bloodsucker machines.
eat my 4 dollars just like that. really not happy man.
spoil my beautiful monday morning ):

and how irritating is it that my taxi always seem to get caught at every friggin traffic light. it really irks me when the cab uncle simply cannot beat the stupid orange light, when all he needs is to use a little more strength to push that dear little accelerator pedal.
ARGH!

and the sickening, extremely annoying morning jams!
@#$%!#&$!
all chionging to work like me. when will we ever learn haha?

a total of 28 dollars.

trust me, it sucks to spent 28 dollars on something that can be totally avoided.
been there, done that X42 (and still counting..)
OH MANS. i'm still feeling really damn sore over it still.
WHY WHY WHY on earth did i procrastinate.
sometimes i swear my procrastination and my fickle-mindedness is going to kill me.

maybe telling myself that i need to work 11 straight long tiring hours just to earn back that 28 dollars would teach me a lesson. hah! Ok i know i've been saying it alot lately, but i really do need a wake-up call. in all literal sense of the word.

anyways i simply have to blog about the Koh Convention on sunday!
hahas was oh so very refreshing! (:
its has seriously been a long time since i felt so carefree.
seeing margaret so happy and turning the big 2-1 (opps =P), celebrating, having fun and laughing with my cell members, having those small-but-significant conservations with peope i love, taking a thousand photos (literally!) with n11two and n34one, performing and cheering for kok keng and bren for their 'ge tai wu' etc was what i really needed after that hellish week.
Thank God for this wonderful breath of fresh air.
i truly am very very blessed to meet this wonderful group of people that changed my life one way or another.

ilovedelmargtcalangelkokclarajmlenamandareneemelxlcrysedbrenalijx&wh!
MY HAPPY PILLS THAT NEVER FAIL TO CHEER ME UP :D ;D

Well all good things must come to an end.
so chow chow for now (: (: