hellooooooo nineteen.

woohoo i'm finally nineteen!
a little more wiser, slightly more mature, somewhat prettier and alot more broke! hahahs
kidding.

i learnt my lesson 019 today at nineteen years of age:
never ever expect.
the more you expect something/anything (and it doesn't have to be tangible), the more disappointed you will get.
yea i learnt it the hard way 3yrs ago on the very same day as well.
mellisa will never make the same mistake the third time. oh nonono she wont! (:

Your Birthdate: October 15

You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things. You tend to be close to family and friends. But it's hard to get into your inner circle. Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home. You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak. Your strength: Your intense optimism Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents Your power color: Jade Your power symbol: Flower Your power month: June

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

shelia sent this to me today.
holly molly!
I TELL YOU! this thing is freakingly accurate 97.999999999999%!
scaryyyyy @_@
hahas.

anyways.
thank you all hunks and babes for the birthday wishes.
just like the above says, little things like these are what matter the most to me.
u know i love you.
xoxo
;)
ok doddles.

helloooo october!

did i mention how much i hate ERP.
those bloody bloodsucker machines.
eat my 4 dollars just like that. really not happy man.
spoil my beautiful monday morning ):

and how irritating is it that my taxi always seem to get caught at every friggin traffic light. it really irks me when the cab uncle simply cannot beat the stupid orange light, when all he needs is to use a little more strength to push that dear little accelerator pedal.
ARGH!

and the sickening, extremely annoying morning jams!
@#$%!#&$!
all chionging to work like me. when will we ever learn haha?

a total of 28 dollars.

trust me, it sucks to spent 28 dollars on something that can be totally avoided.
been there, done that X42 (and still counting..)
OH MANS. i'm still feeling really damn sore over it still.
WHY WHY WHY on earth did i procrastinate.
sometimes i swear my procrastination and my fickle-mindedness is going to kill me.

maybe telling myself that i need to work 11 straight long tiring hours just to earn back that 28 dollars would teach me a lesson. hah! Ok i know i've been saying it alot lately, but i really do need a wake-up call. in all literal sense of the word.

anyways i simply have to blog about the Koh Convention on sunday!
hahas was oh so very refreshing! (:
its has seriously been a long time since i felt so carefree.
seeing margaret so happy and turning the big 2-1 (opps =P), celebrating, having fun and laughing with my cell members, having those small-but-significant conservations with peope i love, taking a thousand photos (literally!) with n11two and n34one, performing and cheering for kok keng and bren for their 'ge tai wu' etc was what i really needed after that hellish week.
Thank God for this wonderful breath of fresh air.
i truly am very very blessed to meet this wonderful group of people that changed my life one way or another.

ilovedelmargtcalangelkokclarajmlenamandareneemelxlcrysedbrenalijx&wh!
MY HAPPY PILLS THAT NEVER FAIL TO CHEER ME UP :D ;D

Well all good things must come to an end.
so chow chow for now (: (:

killing me softly.

IT'S FINALLY 5 PM!

HOLLY MOLLY!

:D :D

AN HR AND 45 MORE MINUTES left!

a killjoy really.

mooncake/lantern festival outing later! ^^

i think i'm in love...

it was love at 1st sight.
one look and i knew we were meant to be.
an object of unquestionable prefection. an indescribable beauty.
so near, yet so far...
*signs*

ipod nano chromatic!

my new love

<3

such a prettyaye little thing isn't it?

more features, more variety of colours
and and
the best thing is - the price is much cheaper!
S$248 instead of the previous $314
wahahahhaha :D :D

thank God i din buy the previous generation last week.
patience sure is a virture! hahas
thanks pa for not allowing me to buy last week! hehz.

cant wait to get my hands on it. seriously a must-get!
HOT HOT HOT! ;D
but now the question is what colour to get?
blue or pink or red? hmmmm.
decisions decisions.


okay! on a more serious note.
today is my 2nd day of attachment/orientation.
so far so good i guess.
collegues were cool and friendly, bosses were nice and very involved, environment-wise kinda relaxed and 0 workload!
hahas
but as i said 1st week only.
soooooo nxt week might be a different story lols.
okok better not say too much, cos not suppose to blog about work de >.<

the army.
waking up has never been such a hassle.

Counting down 2/4 more days...

i am damn shagged. and broke. and i smell like crap.
seriously cant afford the sakura buffet dinner tmr.
burdened!
ARGH!
screw it.


yea right.

NO EXAMS FOR 1 WHOLE SEMESTER! =D

haha i know that i'm alittle late
BUT EXAMS ARE FINALLY FINALLY OVER!
HELL YEAH =D =D
woohoooooo~
i'm super loving it! ^^
and
i'm so going to enjoy my 1 week of holidays to the max before SIP starts man :) :)

hehz the next whole week is jam-packed with activities and more FUN! I LIKE! <3
- visit COMEX 2008! i wan to get my ipod PLEASE!
- shopping for SIP
- ushering for the very 1st time (actually its just training la..) and church @_@
- post mummy's b'day celebration =X
- a merged outing with n341? hmmm tentative ba.
- chalet with groupies and 3H08 from 2rd-4th Sept
- chill out session with buddies! LIKE FINALLY MAN hahahas!
- pack my room and closet and drawers and cupboards and study table. i need the discipline man.
- sakura/dim sum buffet with cell members ^^
- cellgroup outreach. venue nt confirmed.
- more outings with the JMEK clique *hint hint* ;D
- and hopefully a shopping date before SIP starts hehz.

today! today went out with hay hay to suntec to check out COMEX 2008 @ suntec. super alot of ppl man. hay wanted to buy a lappy and i wanted to buy an ipod. squeeze until cannot tahan and we finally left for vivo to chill w/o buying anything =( (have to ask for permission before i can buy my PINK ipod..haiz haiz) and too bad janet couldnt join us >.<

window shopped with hay. tried to psycho her into buying a topshop top for me but it din work man. shucks! hahas u know i still love u hay :) den later caleb joined us for dinner @ sushi tei before i had to meet up with eddie james and karen again at PS lols.

the plans to go to minds cafe with them went haywire due to some unexpected circumstances, and eddie karen and me ended up at icecube. i tried the sundae with liquour - eddie's treat yay! yum yum.

den james joined us later and we went chomps. ate carrot cake and drank sugar cane.
haha den james took us to seletar reservoir to watch sports cars and chill! zooom zoommmm~hahas
nice nice! my 1st time watching. super cool sia the sports cars. stared like no1's business lols.
and finally home sweet home.
MORE OUTINGS HOR GUYS! AND MAKE SURE TO PLANNNNNNNNNN!
i wan to watch my forgetting sarah marshall! hehz =D

Forget.

fuck man.
the results were really disappointing. seriously not what i have expected. all my hardwork gone down the bloody drain. and i cant help feeling disappointed, dejected and bitter.
fuck fuck. screw it man. dang.
and what i cant stand the most is the feeling of regret within me. the regret of not taking action on the day itself. and procrastinating until the undeniable truth was screaming right in front of my face. and only then i could do nth about it. absolutely nth. zero chance.
so many what-ifs going thru my brain now. took too many chances and now i'm left to face the bitter consequences. alone. hahaha wtf man. talked about irony.
i just have to swallow it up man. life continues on. yeah oh yeah. who am i kidding?
seriously screw it man.
i seriously have no mood to study at all now. screw the damn school and the bloody subjects. screw this whole fucking mess i made.
fuck.

i'm back! =D =D
hahas.
the whole of last week i was simply mugging. for DPD, MICE and LSO. was quite fruitful i guess. the guys were super focus and competitive, making me more stress den ever. but nevertheless the company really force me to really study hehz ^^

~STUDY DAY 1~

~STUDY DAY 2~

friday after calculus exam, chilled and studied at airport BK. den at night went to meet the cell to send alison off. took like 10thousand photos and finally had to say our good byes. dang. i will really really miss alison. she was the one who came into church same time with me, and now i'm all aloneee. =( =(
and the sending off was quite emotional really. waving back to her behind a glass panel, watching as she stepped out to the real world to an unfamiliar place, with millions of chenna strangers around her. oh mans. i cant put myself in her shoes man. but i know alison can do it! =D =D. imagine nt seeing alison for 4yrs. haiz haiz. but i promise myself that i will make it a point to chat with her whenever i see her on9. so alison, PLS APPEAR ONLINE OK! update me about everything in ur life. i'll promise the cell grp and i will visit u in china sooonnn~ :) :)

so finally we all said our goodbyes too, and left for our respective destinations. and me and eddie decided to just stay overnight at t2 cos we have already missed our last bus and the fact that we were coming back to the airport the nxt morning. so it made sense to just stay overnight there. din really thot about the other issues involved hahas.
so me and eddie had our war plan all worked out and proceeded to macs for our revision. studied and slept from 4-10 at macs like a construction worker hahas. den james and karen finally joined us the nxt morning.
hahas i really love our clique man! when the 4 of us come tgt, every min with them are filled with laughter and FUN! hahahas! took really spastic photos of ourselves. (will upload once i get dem)

den den fianlly me and eddie left for expo to attend del's graduation ceremony! ^^ managed to sit with n341 again after so long hahas. haha i've to say the Word was interesting. rev alex abraham was the preacher, and he talked about his life story. quite amazing really. and he and his translator were super cute lar! lols. really entertaining hahas. den celebrated PK's bday as a church. it was an endearing moment hahas. i'm mighty proud of having pastor kong as my pastor ^^ den den finally came to the SOT's grad ceremony. hmmm thinking about it, it feels like just a mth ago since del entered into SOT and suddenly she's graduating! oh mans, how time pass. but anyhow i'm happy for del =D managed to get her transcript properly hohoho ^^

CONGRATULATIONS DEL

FOR GRADUATING SUCCESSFULLY FROM SOT!

den suppose to go to alvy's house for bbq after service de. but i had to forgo it due to my exams. sry for pang seh-ing ppl =X so went to have dinner with eddie @ chomps before gg home.
hao ba i think i better start my revision again.
FnB, here i come.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE!
PLS STOP HOUNDING ME FOR UR 3 BUCKS hahahas!
u know i love ya ;D

ok today went out with ed james karen and fiona after school. plan nice nice to go to ice cube for ice-cream de, but ended up in AMK .__.

AMK dam cui la! esp that amk hub!! dont have the movie we wanted, so we decided to eat instead. but the five of us just couldn't decide on a place to eat. so karen flipped a coin and we ended up in ichiban sushi. hahas! and the worst thing was that we decided to zhao after seeing the menu... super embarrassing sia! hahahs! den we moved to pepper lunch and i realised i left my phone at ichiban .__. really super blur of me >.<

den after that went to the mac's drive thru to chill. (yes we are damn cui, i know) played cards, but wasnt allowed, so karen and eddie improvised with paper .___. thats the extent of their desperateness lols. in the end, paper 'cards' werent allowed as well and we were chased out =( soooo, we went searching at the playground, void decks and the library for an area to play. but seriously we all just couldnt agree on a single damn thing lar hahas. so in the end, spent the majority of our time taking photos and posing with zac efron hahas! had to leave early cos of michelle's bday, while the rest went to play pool.

super damn unproductive la today outing. hahahs! but it was still fun nevertheless lols.

THE CUI-EST CHILL OUT EVER!

the extent of our cui-ness hahas!

the faces we made are hilarious. lmao.

me and karen posing with ZAC!! WOOHOO ^^V

hahas ;D

michelle's birthday ^^

papa, mich and mummy ^^

me, kor and ming xian ^^

never lazy to upload photos! ;D

MY PROJECTS ARE FINALLY DONE DONE DONE! =D =D
and
I HAVE JUST OFFICIALLY FINISHED MY LAST PRESENTATION OF POLY LIFE!
woohoo! =D
yeah yeah! ^^V

ok more photos of my week.

yummy food @ waraku! the best place to be ^^

checkout the huge portions.. loners are pigs. =P

ben's belated =X and kim's bday cake! ^^

LONERS ROCKS! =D

haha! blindfold part I

blindfold part II

gmax wahahaha!

kim and ben awaiting their doom lols =p

ben, kim and cal @ the pump room

jm, me and xx ^^

our 3.5l tower of beer. ben's and jm's great idea...

went out with pau, serena, ed and james to ECP for roller blading today. hahas me serena and ed noobs lols. but can is can ^^ den later went to eat tao hui again, our fav past time lols ._.

haiz as much as i love going out and having fun and be happy and be free of worries...
exams are approaching in 2weeks time!! and i dont even have my lect notes ready =X
and i'm seriously frigging broke! spent like 100 bucks this week! someone pls shoot me now.
ok guys budget le hor! ask me go out can, but must be cheap cheap k thx ;D

BROKE! =( =(

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY KAREN AND KIM!!
LOVE YOU GUYS MAN! MUACKS ;)

woah man. i'm like officially broke after spending 60bucks alone ysd.
have been gg out almost everyday after sch and spending like no1's business .__.
wah really heart pain sia T_T but at least it was worth it la, with all the fun and joy shared with my dear frens ^^
but really sia. this week need to budget le. cannot anyhow take cab and take mc le =P cannot shop and eat good food for at least a week le T_T oh wells...

ok time to upload photos! ^^ hehe

KIM'S & BEN'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION W/ LONERS CLIQUE! - 040808

hanging out with cal after buying cake for kim.

cal looks like some malay woman here haha!

hahaha cal is attemping a cock-eye shot lols ;D

cute nerdy!

psychotic nerdy ^^

hahas! had so much fun with cal @clarke quay before meeting the rest of the loners. den later met jiamin, kim, xx, ben for dinner at waraku. OUR FAVOURITE MEETING PLACE hahas! the food there is just so damn good sia! we ordered seriously alot, but we manage to finish everything YUMMY! =P

den came the highlight of the day: BLINDFOLDING BEN and KIM for their surprise at GMAX wahahahha! was super damn funniee la. esp ben. so scaredy-cat. kim was like more 'man' den him lo hahas ;D video as evidence lols.

den went drinking at the pump room after sabo-ing ben and kim. ordered a 3.5l tower of beer to celebrate. it was freaking huge lar. @_@ estimate about 3mugs of beer for each person. and ben ordered frustration for kim. we drank and chilled and played 10,5. den cal and jm left. leaving me xx kim and ben to finish the tower .__. wah dam jialat sia.. force myself to drink like 3.5mugs. 1st time i drank so much sia! was feeling kinda light-headed when leaving the pub and poor xx puke twice >.< hehz ="D" hehz ="D">

FOP & KAREN'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION! ^^ - 020808

FOP on sat. hmmmm it was alright i guess. songs were fairly alright, but the word was great! pastor mark talked about taking responsilibity.. he's really a fanastasic speaker man! its been awhile since i heard a sermon this engaging. ^^ den the cg, eddie and me planned a surprise for karen after that. (she's damn lucky lor! hahas)

N112 preparing the cake! thanks so much guys =D

eddie james karen and me ^^V

kok and karen attemping a heart. hahas.

den later went out w/ ed james and karen. we damn happening gang lols. went changi airport runway to watch areoplanes and play sparkles. den later went to changi village to see gays/bapokes. lols really an eye opener sia hahahs! had much laughs and fun with them as usual hahas. loves <3

IndoChine @ Clarke Quay - 010808

hahas after dpd project, went town with nic and eddie. fun fun ^^V. went mahantten's fish market for dinner yum yum =D. den later me and nic brought eddie to drinking @ indochine wahaha! he virgin drinker sia hahas. i had a TLC cocktail, eddie got the butterfly effect and nic had 1 cognac and a b11 shooter lols. she hardcore sia =P

at MFM!

IndoChining! hahas

haiz din get to send alison off on sat after FOP. oh wells. nvm still got 2nd chance hehe ^^. haiz cell grps and services will be less colourful w/o her man.
alison if u're seeing this in Russia, i just wanna say that i really thank God for giving me a friend like you. i really value our friendship even thou we know each other less than a year. You helped me grow spiritually (yes dear u did hahas!) and your presence will be greatly greatly missed. seriously i will really miss the conversations we shared, esp miss the jokes only we two laughed at and that dry/sacarasitc humour of yours. God bless. you will always be in my heart. =) =) stay prettyaye and happy. all the best. loves <3

cam-whoring in sch ^^

ended project meeting at around 3pm+
den started cam-whoring in the library w/ serena, nic, pau, ed and james.
love love it hehe =D =D

^^V


james nic and ed


hahas the girls are so hardworking ^^

lols i like serena's expression. dam candid sia hahas

taken when i was nt aware. emo/pouting =D

sianz look. serena dam tao lo hahas.

ROCK ON!

grp shot 1!

grp shot 2!

grp shot 3! act cool. serena the best man!

^^V

my arm is amazingly tan.

far shot!