Monday, August 25, 2008

Forget.

fuck man.
the results were really disappointing. seriously not what i have expected. all my hardwork gone down the bloody drain. and i cant help feeling disappointed, dejected and bitter.
fuck fuck. screw it man. dang.
and what i cant stand the most is the feeling of regret within me. the regret of not taking action on the day itself. and procrastinating until the undeniable truth was screaming right in front of my face. and only then i could do nth about it. absolutely nth. zero chance.
so many what-ifs going thru my brain now. took too many chances and now i'm left to face the bitter consequences. alone. hahaha wtf man. talked about irony.
i just have to swallow it up man. life continues on. yeah oh yeah. who am i kidding?
seriously screw it man.
i seriously have no mood to study at all now. screw the damn school and the bloody subjects. screw this whole fucking mess i made.
fuck.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

HEY HEY MELLLLL!!!

DONT EMOOO MOMOMO ALRD.

LIFE'S STILL GREAT WITH THIS OLD FREAKING UGLY JAMES AROUND 0.0!!
CAUSE JAMES' THE FRIENDLIEST LOAN IN TOWN!!WOOOO!!!COME ON GIVE ME A SMILE!!=DDDD

Anonymous said...

CHEERIIIIIE UP MELL MELL!
DES LOVES YOU POWER MUCH.

Melvin said...

Hey Cheer Up Cheer up!!
Sad for me to see how my friend is feeling so bad.

Everything is going to be alright!

Just trust God!
Have faith ok?