Sunday, May 18, 2008

hehe
i was really happy about ysd's photoshoot.
just wanna THANK GOD for everything,
from my hair to the actual photoshoot.
everything was going really smoothly, without any hiccups.
YAY and i din make my parents angry! YES ARHHH!
haha
was praying desperately when the salon auntie was doing my hair.
cos i was kinda skeptical about
the freaking cheap styling cost
how to trust my hair to an auntie for 13 bucks??
but heng ar, auntie was a sweetie
and my hair turned out very nicely
thank you Lord and auntie for ysd! =D

den after photoshoot
when to service
pastor Kong was preaching about prayer part III
really makes sense (like duh! he's pastor Kong for God's sake)
haha
but to be honest, i had like 8 lessons on prayer for the past 3 weeks
including bs, cg and service.
and i think its time to change to a different topic for nxt week =X

but the thing that impacted me the most for ysd
was really the fellowship after that
alison and WH were debating over the reason y CHC keeps emphasising on the tangible spirtual presence of God and other stuff..
must really say alison really question many of my beliefs as a Christian.
e.g. like wad's really my true reason for being a christian, for coming to church etc.
but i guess i'm easily swayed by people's opinions
and the fact that i'm not as deeply rooted in the church, as compared to the rest of my members.

honestly i also dont agree with some of the teachings as well
mostly on the financial aspect of the church (i shall not go into e details)

later the wrong ppl see, i kenna sia
lols

but i will really miss alison when she goes to China for 4yrs
will really miss her presence..
so used to seeing her in church le
T_T
she really made me open my eyes to see the bigger picture
i'm thankful ^^
(so alison if u're seeing this, i expect u be touched that i mention u in my blog with a total of 6 sentences! ok u know i'm kidding haha ^^)

anw margt took cab with me after fellowship
we talked about submission
i asked myself this qn: how far will i submit to my leaders and Lord?
should i submit smartly or submit blindly?
hmmmm
den margt said i got potential to be a helper
wah seriously i dont think i'm ready
not in the near future as well...
i guess i'm not at that level spirtually yet
i'm still a newbie in church la
haha
i still have a long way to go man
heh.

okie here are some pics of myself
din manage to take much cos my phone KO on me before i went out ._.
and also with my family ^^
me and chunky

me, kor and michelle

yes i know my dress very short la


backview of hair. PREETAYE! ^^

1 comment:

Alison said...

I saw it! I saw it!

Incredibly touched... :)
I'll miss you too! Having you around has helped immensely in church. A strange sort of support.